An Owl's Rise

I'm sorry but I think the main character is a very strange character. I don't really like her personality and there are a lot of conflicting things with her character personality. I am very confused and Melisandre seems rather cruel.... I can understand that but when I read until chapter 291, I felt that the author did not really think through about what to actually write for that part. It honestly doesn't make sense. Information is unclear as well.